What do you do when things doesn't really turned out as you planed?
Before, my thought of safety meant that I had a 5-years plan,
somewhere to live, an education, a job, money on my bank account and a good reputation.
But what happen if all of that just get taken away from me?
Will I still feel safe?
Or when I'm giving up the control over my life and my 5-years future plan, does that mean I'm not safe anymore?
HMMMMM......?
Nej nej nej, it means that God now has the fully authority over my life and I'm able to do things, go to places and be the one that I never could have dreamt about before.
I can only feel truly safe when my security and hope is found in Christ alone!
But even when I stand in front of a life changing moment, I ask myself:
Do I really trust Him? He who continually tells me to trust him, to put my faith in him, to give up everything and let him take my hand and lead.....do I really trust Him?
With an honest heart, I can truly say Yes!
In him I can find peace, even when nothing is going in my way as I planed or when
I don't know what's waiting for me in the future.
And I can trust him with whole my heart and surrender and giving him all my "rights"
- I don't need to understand all of His ways!
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5)
With this said, I will now go back and continue to pack all my stuff and belongings, empty my house so it's nice and clean for next person to move in and on Thursday I'm heading back to Hawaii. Can't wait to discovery more about His love but right now I surrender my life to Him and start living my life in true Freedom!
Just a small and quick update!
Love love love
Amelia